Whattadilly?

Finally, it all comes down to this- 3 years for my diploma, another 2 for my degree and that 18 months i spent my days working my ass off for money:

24 years old, pretty much broke in the middle of the month and still i think of myself as a jedi knight.

so anyways, what does one do when they're about to graduate- apart from throwing or spamming corporations with resumes and such?

yea yea yea, i know how important money is and you just cant wait to get a jump start and be a slave to the corporate world. hey, no disrespect, im pretty much doing the same thing to. but i havent exactly come to have peace with it just yet.

sometimes i cant help but wonder, is this all there is to it? i know it is, but somehow, deep inside- "no it isnt you fool!".

iv always admired people who actually have the guts to throw away their comfortable lives for the sake of self-fulfillment. they dont care about what others think, they dont care if they die poor. but what they do care about is the satisfaction they'll get doing something close to heart- though it means dying poor and broke. worst case scenario, become a hobo.

i wish i could do that. i wish i could just get up, pack up, wave goodbye and walk away from the comfort zone. something tells me i have a tendency to do so- but not anytime soon because i believe that money is the 'root to happiness' or at least the 'route to happiness'.

those people who say money cant, will not and will never be able to buy you happiness- they're crazy and they have no idea what they're talking about.

soon i'll attend interviews and such, my housemates will bust me talking to the mirror, clothes all nicely pressed, a hint of perfume, man...this is no fun.

but hey, we gotta do what we gotta do.

but not for the next 2 months or so.